Tuesday, May 29, 2007

...Sometimes I wonder...

I have to sit and wonder....

Something unfortunate has crossed my path. Unfortunate because it appears to be perfection. What do you do when perfection is right in front of you, but you know you can't touch it?

My job in England means the world to me. I worked hard for this opportunity, I put myself into the correct mindset - I am prepared to leave in August.

And then comes perfection. How do you walk away from perfeciton?

Damnit.

I talked to Eric the other night. He observed that I have never been content with "here." I was the type of person who would go off and do something like teach in a different country. "I wouldn't settle" he told me. He is correct.

And then along comes perfection. Or what appears to be perfection.

Whatever it is - it is causing quite a stir in my subcontious. And I'm happy with it. Stay tuned for more information.

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