((focus))

So what if you are focused on what you want. You see it, you know it's coming - it's just a matter of time before everything falls into place.

Then, something comes along that isn't what you want. If you can't have what you want, you would settle for this. But this particular thing isn't what would make you happy.

I believe I answered my own question.

I think I just need to accept the fact that I will have to turn down this job if it is offered to me.

I will get a permanent, full-time teaching job in England.