Going HOME

Tomorrow I head to London and will be staying in a rather swish hotel. My flight back to the States is early on Sunday! I am incredibly happy to be headed home -- I am actually missing the place I was so desperate to flee....

School finished off on a rather high note -- classes were quite good all week. Staff....they were ok as well.

I am pondering some New Year's resolutions. I achieved last year's of passing my driving test and getting a car. Now what??

I shall ponder some more....and let you know. On the flight I will we working on my Cambridge essay and reading "The Last Lecture."

I hate flying, so I'm hoping we get a good pilate!!

Ohio -- here I come!!! See you all State Side!

Oi! Christmas is upon us!

PETER PAN! It was an absolute success! I'm not sure how much money we raised for Great Ormond Street Hospital, but I know we had a sold out audience both nights (must be over 1,000!). The Kids loved - and that's what matters the most! I really am going to miss working with them - they were such a great bunch. But I have learned a very important lesson. When directing a play by myself - don't cast more than 20. 55 was a HUGE amount! But that is 55 kids who got to do something spectacular - small role or large. The pictures were taken by one of my crew kids on our dress rehearsal, so they aren't perfect, but it's still nice to see. :)

School has been a bit of a struggle lately, as some people might have guessed. I've not been 100%, fell ill a few times. I was just plain miserable. Since the end of the show I've shifted. Perhaps it's Christmas, perhaps it's less stress, perhaps it's finding an intelligent outlet like Cambridge -- I don't know what it is, but I'm back to my usual self. Super energetic and annoying....but loving the season. AND DRIVING! My little Clio is fantastic!

In other news Cambridge has been fantastic! I am working on my Essay 1 - where I am discussing Picture Books and the benefits of using them in secondary schools. There is a lot of enthusiasm around my topic with the professors and they are anticipating something fantastic. Hopefully I can deliver! I've been doing plenty of reading and it's actually a really interesting topic. Dad has been listening to me babble on about mimesis and pedagogy - so it's been on my mind 24/7 - although I'm sure he'd rather I not go on about it....

I've been getting involved with my Hall as well - Trinity Hall apparently owns HALF of England. It's a really big deal! I didn't know that! I went to a Grad Hall dinner and then the Grad Christmas dinner. FANTASTIC! Was met with champagne at the door and the Headmaster came up to me and was talking to be about this and that. Then the meal was three course with a different wine for each course. Port with the dessert (traditional Christmas pudding and mince pies). I sat next to Phillipe who is a Canadian studying engineering. I happened to sit by him at Grad hall as well - so I was so relieved to know someone! Usually we wear our black gowns, but for this occasion it was super fancy. I have a BEAUTIFUL Laura Ashley dress I will be wearing for the Christmas season. The headmaster even said I looked "Lovely as Christmas." Oh, I love Cambridge. Not sure what I want to do next, but the faculty I work with on Arts in Ed say I need to get myself to the Cambridge area.



At the house we have put up a Christmas tree - we call it a Pimp-mas tree. It's black fibreoptic with silver baubles and tinsel. I chose the pink star. The guys love it - very impressed with how pimp it is.



Today I am being quite lazy. I stayed up late last night cleaning (NO idea why....), did some laundry today and have just been messing about with photos and laundry today. I think I will do some more reading, perhaps some writing on my essay. Star Wars 1 is on later today, so I'm looking forward to watching that. Very "Christmas-y". I'm also going to DRIVE to Tesco because they have donation boxes for Africa. I have some clothes and shoes I am going to donate (Yes, mum, I am donating shoes. That means I can buy a new pair or two!!!)

Well, I'd say that's it for me! Home in 2 week! 10 MORE DAYS OF CLASS! TWO more lessons with each class!

Sick Day ponderings...

I miss things the way they used to be. But then again, I can't tell if I miss things they way they were, or if I miss the way I used to feel. After spending the day half conscious, half staring at the computer screen, I found my mind drifting back to the old days.

I've been through so much over the years. Experienced so many different things, been to different places, took so many different paths. It's a good story. Who would have thought that their life makes for a good story?

There are exciting aspects, sad aspects. I play the good guy, I play the bad guy. I am incredibly stupid and I am pretty damn intelligent. Every decision I made has led me to where I am. Am I happy with that? I don't know.... Some days I am, and some days I'm not. Either way, I'm learning something. Learning about myself, learning about the world.

The next question is....what next?

I am not loving the idea of sitting stagnant, and I do not like the idea of remaining a drifter. I want to find a place for me.

I have this fuzzy idea of what I want. I suppose I need to narrow it down. Start making some clear decisions. There's a plan in tact.

Then again....last time I came up with an idea of what I wanted....well, I ended up on my own in England.

We shall see how this works out....

Leaving Never Land

"Peter Pan" has come to a close. Am I happy? Sad?

I think I'm just a bit exhausted.

I know I'm not going to direct a play of that magnitude again. The idea of getting as many kids involved as possible - yea, big mistake. A cast of 55 ... I was asking for it.

Well that chapter is over and now what? I've got a nice long period of relaxation on the cards....amongst other things.

Still have to work on the QTS portfolio.....the bloody awful, horrid hoop they make foreign teachers jump through.

And then there's my Cambridge essay. First one! Fantastic! But quite intimidating. I'm looking at Picture Books and their uses in Secondary Schools. I've read some fantastic books on the subject. Actually came across the idea of Mimesis. That's crazy interesting. Doesn't really apply to this Essay - but perhaps I will focus my next on it.

Mimesis is imitation in the sense of “re-presentation." Recreating something based on what you have previously seen. How all great ideas are born.

Interesting....something to ponder...Vague. Just like this country.

I'm off work tomorrow. The new muscle relaxants are a bit strong, so they have put me off into fairy land. I like it. I'll watch "Run Fatboy, Run" and perhaps even "Love Actually." Oooooooo..."Elf?"

I love the Christmas season....I'll tell you what though, Star Wars IV was on last night....I could really go for Episode III. What a nerd.....

Apologies for the jumpy post....it's the meds....

Until the next time....

Peter Pan


Two days.

I'm a bit scared...........

Will we be ready?

Still stressing....

I've been really under the weather this year.

I know I need to toughen up and say "F off" to people who try and pull me down - but it's bloody HARD. I have never had to deal with people who pick on me and criticize me over everything.

For the record:
I'm FAR FROM a push over.
I CAN handle my job.
I DO think some policies are stupid.
I like MY way, and I don't see why I don't get to do things MY way at least some of the time.
I appreciate people telling me what I do WELL, not WRONG.


I happen to know that I kick ass at my job.
The kids love me and actually work for me because we have mutual respect for each other.
I have just directed a fantastic play that has taken the whole school by storm.
I have brilliant mates who support me in everything I do - whether it be too much or too crazy.


I'm sorry, but I am far too fabulous to be dealing with mediocrity.

I'm going to win a Nobel Prize for my educational research, I'm going to have plenty of inspiration for what not to do.

Attitude swap begins NOW.

Yes, I haven't updated in far too long. Time just seems to slip away from you when you are feeling beat. Tons has happened - both good and bad. My quest for World Domination has failed....or so it feels. It's incredible that one thing can pull you down so far...

School is ok...
Kids are fantastic. They really make the job worth it. I'm not sure about the policies though. There seems to be a ridiculous amount of pressure on teachers from all different directions. I'm sick of hearing about "can't" and "don't." It's such a negative environment. We are meant to inspire kids, but what about inspiring ourselves! I had to write out my faithful Shel Silverstein poem and stick it on my wall. Just a little bit of help:

"Listen to the Mustn't, Child
Listen to the Don'ts
Listen to the Shouldn'ts, the Impossible's the Won'ts,
Listen to the Never Have's
Then Listen Close to Me
Anything can happen, child
Anything can be."

When you get sucked under by all of the negativity, there has to be something to lift your spirits and get you out. I've hit rock bottom. I don't think I've ever cried so much. I don't even know why. It has to be frustrating for everyone around me because I'm sure there are sick of hearing about it. But I hope they remember - I'm the one stuck feeling like this.

I will say this - Christmas is in the air, and nothing makes me happier than Christmas.

So many good things have happened and are happening. I won't let this QTS nightmare get me down.

I finally passed my driving test and bought a car! My little red Renault Clio is the most fabulous thing of the year! It was my New Year's resolution. The best part is driving to Tesco. You can have a hobby of baking when you have to walk to and from the shops. Not happening.

Cambridge is also fantastic. I bought my Academic Robes the other day. I'm going to a Grad Hall dinner on Wednesday. I am thinking it's going to be very Harry Potter like. I have no idea what to expect and I am scared stiff, but I think it will be a fabulous opportunity.

Class at Cambridge is also fantastic. I love every aspect of it. It's hard, yes, but it's fantastic. Really stimulating to have access to such intelligence and creative thinking.

I'm heading to bed. I need to wash the negativity from today out of my system and start fresh. Peter Pan tickets go on sale tomorrow - so I'm sure that will be exciting. I can't believe we only have two weeks - NOT EVEN - before the show opens. I'm scared!

ALL THINGS ARE PASSING. THIS TOO SHALL PASS.
(you cheat, you die)
(as Mr. Divis used to say)

WITCHES

Witches of Eastwick is underway!! I have loved it! The energy! The lights! I am happy to get involved with something like this again.

I need to take some photos tonight!

Exhausted....

Witches of Eastwick opens on Wednesday.

Failed driving test.

Second day of Cambridge Wednesday.

First day of Cambridge went well, but I felt ill.

QTS meeting on Tuesday.

Lesson observations this week.

Dad comes in in a week and half.

NFL in two weeks.





I need a holiday.

Sick days....

It's been ages since I have updated my blog - and that's a poor effort from myself.

Today I called in sick.  I never call in sick and actually felt more guilty about calling in than the actual sickness.  With my musical opening in a week, I don't think I can afford to be ill.  Get better soon was my only thought. 

So I have spent most of the day sleeping.  I have so much going on this week, I need to be on my A game tomorrow.

Peter Pan is still underway.  My cast of 54 keeps me very busy.  With the show in November I feel as though we are ahead of schedule.  Now, if only they all learn their lines by next week, we are in brilliant shape.

Witches of Eastwick, as I've said, Opens next Wednesday.  I'm loving being a part of the Players and the show is just brilliant.  I have a hysterical little devil costume I have to wear while dancing around in a "sexy" manner.  Yes, the students in the production are having a field day.  It's a great opportunity to be IN theatre though -so I'm embracing the show!  Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday!  Woo hoo!

Wednesday I start Cambridge!  My masters degree will take two years....what an experience. I have no idea what I am in store for....I just know it's Cambridge, and it's creativity.

Thursday is my driving test as well.  Hopefully I pass - because that means I can have a car and that means - I am an official resident.  There's something special about getting a car.  I am looking forward to it.  Cross your fingers!

Hopefully I am back to work tomorrow.  It's very dull being ill....

And here we go again....

School starts on Wednesday.  Hooray!  It's been a nice summer.  First summer I haven't worked since....well, I was 15.  That a lot of years of working.  I think it was a well deserved break.  I'm actually looking forward to work.  I really have missed the colleagues and the kids.  Some people I'm not looking forward to seeing, but others - oh yea, they are brilliant.  

I have high expectations for this year.  I'm going to be quite busy.  Teaching, working on my QTS, starting Cambridge and my MEd, Directing "Peter Pan" from Sept - Nov, and being in "Witches of Eastwick" until October.  I'm pooped!  Christmas is going to be fabulous!

Dad is coming over in October for NFL at Wembly.  I am SO Pumped!  That will be brilliant!!  That leaves Brian as the only one in the family to not have been to London.  I think we will have to arrange something.  He would like London.  And seeing something athletic.  

Woop woop woop.  It's Friday night and I have some reading to do.  

Hasta Luego.

yes...no...yes....no....yes?

Internet is a battle now - finally after a week I have a new BT service.  Unfortunately, it goes off and on ever five seconds.  The return to the UK has been OK -- I'm quite homesick, but I think that is just because I'm not doing anything.   When I keep busy, I'm fine, and I believe I will be quite busy this year.

My new iPhone purchase has been the most exciting thing in my life as of late.  I do love it.  I'm also taking my driving test on Oct 9.  Whether or not I deserve to and am ready....well....that's not to be discussed.  

Saturday the new house mates move in.  I feel like I am on big brother....  Hopefully they are more decent then the last bunch. 

I'm now off to the hospital for some therapy.  Wish I had a car....or a bike.....roller skates even....

States for a few more hours...

In 24 hours I will have just landed in London.  The time spent at home has been quick.  There are so many things I didn't get to do that I wish I could have done.  I'm leaving frustrated, annoyed and unsure.  That's never a good sign.  And to think - I have committed myself to two more years in England.  I'm happy to be going to Cambridge and happy to work in a school for three years, but I miss home.  

I don't really feel as though either is my home.  Oh no...I've turned into a drifter...

OW

It hurt like none other.

And now I am in pain with seven stitches in my wrist.  That bloody well HURT.  Who would have thought I needed three injections of numbing agent?  Oh....we wouldn't have known until we cut into me and I actually FELT it.  

Sympathy, Continental???  Please???

Next time -- State Side....

KNIFE!

Under the knife tomorrow.  The good thing?  Medical care is free.  Thank goodness.  It might be minor, but it's still surgery!

In 48 hours I will be back in the States!  Unbelievable!  One year went by very quickly.  Next year is going to pretty interesting...We shall see what trouble I get into....

Waterstooooooones!

While strolling past the high street Waterstone's I saw a sign that said "You gave us your stories.  Here are our favourites."  First place - ME.  I was quite impressed with myself!  Apparently each store had to pick two that they liked and submit them to the contest.  I'm going to be vain and say that I want to win the whole contest.  It's for Dyslexia awareness and winners are published in the "your story" book with authors like JK Rowling, Lauren Child, and Nick Hornby.  http://www.waterstoneswys.com/

Today I am prepping for my trip home.  Cleaning, organising, packing.  Can't wait to go home.  So many things that I want to do.  Chipotle, Malleys, Shopping, visits with the Grandparents.  Also going to see one of the old principals I worked for.  Maybe, just maybe, when I tell him what I've been getting up to, I'll have a job waiting for me in two years.  That would be brilliant.

I think the first thing I am going to do is sit around in my pjs watching Hollyoaks.  I had a tough week - it's summer holiday.  I'm going to relax!

:)

SCHOOL'S OUT FOR SUMMER!

Tomorrow!

Tomorrow!  Tomorrow!!

LAST teaching day!  And I won't even be there!  Driving theory test at 9:40.  That is super scary.  It's just the theory!!  Calm down.  By the time I get to school, my only class of the day will be over.  I'm going to make a stop at Tesco and get some snacks for the trips on Thursday and Friday to London.  That's 12 hours on a coach.  Oh my.......

Also getting my hair did tomorrow night.  I'd like something new.  Let's see what Kelly can whip up for me.  Followed by Witches of Eastwick rehearsal.  Dancing.  Since I'm missing two of the choreography rehearsals, I'm hoping this one gets me in the front.

Can't wait for the week to be over. It's been dragging....and I'm ready for a holiday!

I'M EXHAUSTED!

This is the longest school year of my life.  It feels as though it's never going to end.  Where's the summer?  There is no summer in the UK.  Just rain.  Rain and cold.  BOO for that.  Two weeks and I'm back in the ville.  That will be super though -I can't wait for the sun, shorts, and bikinis!  

Next week is the FINAL week of my first year at KES.  I can't believe it.  Not to contradict myself, but one year went by so quickly (it's just the home stretch that is taking AGES).  So much has happened, so much has changed.  What an experience.  I'm looking forward to my second year.  More classes, doing a new play, being in my first british musical (although it's an American show) and starting up at Cambridge!  Driving...having a car....having new and improved housemates.  It's all looking up.  

Next week we are doing lessons for the first three.  So I only have a few more lessons to work out in my head.  Who am I kidding?  They are all playing the same game which reviews everything we have done this year.  It's a great chance for them to show what they have learned and for me to watch them be so incredibly engaged.  I'm looking forward to an easy week.  

Wednesday is the dreaded Theory test.  I'm going to pass.  I'm going to spend all day Sunday revising. I can do this.  And I will pass with flying colour!

I'm now on my way to Cambridge for some throat meds.  Can't get them here...who would have thought.  Maybe I'll get myself a hoodie....new student and all.  :)

100

This is my 100th post!!  woooooo!!  Although I must say, I can do better than that.  I ramble quite often, but I think I should make an effort to ramble a bit more often.  

There are TWO more - count em - TWO more weeks of school left.  I am jumping for joy!  This week holds Year 10 Academic Reviews....why in the second to last week of term...but whatever....ALso Witches rehearsal and a Staff BBQ!  Next week we have classes from Monday to Wednesday and then Thursday and Friday is Activity Days.  Hairspray on Thursday and then the London Eye on Friday.  I'm super pumped.  

23rd I'll be headed back to the homeland.  That should be entertaining as well. I am living out of my filofax as well.  I'm a bit obsessed actually.  Brand new....and it's already full.  Geeeze.

I have also moved rooms in my house - rent went up, but I'm super happy because not only is the room bigger and I actually have floor space - but I have my own bathroom as well!!  Brilliant!!!!

I'm off to bed - super excited about the upcoming two weeks!  School is ALMOST out for Summer!

FIN!

The play has come to a close!!  Our first night was a bit rough - but the cast and crew really kicked butt on the second and third night!  We had a low audience attendance:  33, 27, and then 55 on the closing night.  Monday I have tally up the sales and see how well we did! Hopefully we have plenty to donate to the Endoscopy Unit at the hospital.

What's up for next year?  We'll just have to see!

It's all in the timing.

Time seems to be going by much faster these days.    Four more weeks of school to go!  

NEXT week is my play "All in the Timing."  It's been a lot of work, but I'm quite excited!I had one student drop out last week - I wasn't very impressed.  I have a few others who haven't learned all of their lines.  I need to work on my scary as all hell director aura for next year's play.  We were in the paper - HUGE picture!  Check it out here!!

Last night was the Year 13 Leavers Dinner.  It was so sad - I know the 13s were only my form for like six months, but they were fabulously awesome during those six months.  It was the best part of the day (especially when you primarily teach 7,8,9s).  Hopefully I can get my hands on some of those pictures.  Chrissy got the award for best female teacher - RIGHTLY so - she is brilliant with them and they love her!

Also trying to get my drivers license - I have to take the written exam, but I misplaced my provisional license....so that's not going to happen until I can find it...or order a new one.  But you know the minute I order a new one and Pay 17 quid for it - I'll find the other one.  It seems to have vanished.  I should have never taken it out of my purse.  I have a driving lesson today, so lets hope that I dropped it in the instructors car.  If not - it's unfortunate.

Really looking forward to heading home.  Hendo is coming with me - so it should be twice as exciting.  I think I'll appreciate home more with someone who has never experienced the joys of North East Ohio.  I'm writing up a list of things I just have to do.

Funny - 2008 has been a UK year.  As will 2009 and 2010.  Wow.  That's really scary.  Cambridge better be worth it!

Stages

Today I composed a poem.  It doesn't really make sense unless you know me and my story.  But that's ok.  I don't think anyone knows my story.

Stages

Welcome to the world....
being born, beginning to live. learning how to walk, talk and be. learning to hold your head up. learning your name.

Going to School...
starting the formal process. making friends, meeting siblings, trying not to cry.

Growing up...
learning that I wasn't smart, I wasn't first, I wasn’t anything special. I was stubborn, I was a drama queen.

Bleeding Green and Grey...
finding the meaning of community, doing what I wanted to do. experiencing, laughing.

Move Along....
everything changes. people change. desires change. feelings towards life changes. it’s called “growing up.”

Blank Canvas....
working hard to become a worker. starting over. making new friends, being a new person. finding love. losing. losing everything.

MAKE A CHOICE
who will you be? where will you go?

pray that you chose correctly.

Starting out on a journey....
new faces, new places. striving for something, yet not knowing what. starting again. trying to smile. Trying to find ---

Seven seems like an awfully big number...

First day back and it wasn't the welcome I was hoping for.  I had planned on doing one, and it didn't work out, so I swapped for something else, and the technology didn't work out.  I felt like I lost the battle of teaching today -- and I only had two classes!  Good grief.... 

The Play has now taken over most of my thoughts.  I am concerned that we only have four weeks.  Two of those four weeks half of my cast is off on work experience.  My nerves are through the roof.  "All in the Timing" now feels like a death threat.    Everything works out in the end.  So.  Let's see how this goes.

Busy week ahead as well.  One more rehearsal for my run crew then to the gym tomorrow, getting my hair did on Wednesday (I will have to post a photo), followed by Lee Evans.  Thursday is cheerleading and then Friday I have a makeup clinic with some girls who are helping with it for the play.  I suppose if I was busy I would be bored.  No time to be busy in this life.

Looking forward to the weekend more than ever....

Had a pub night tonight.  I could use more pub nights in my week.  They might make me less cynical and catty -- something teaching has turned me into...Fabulous company makes the world a better place.  It's right up there with the nobel prize winners.

I've also given up chocolate.  Well.  Maybe not entirely, but I'm going to make a mad attempt to be a bit more careful of what I eat.  Close to summer, and that means that you have to wear bikinis.  Well, in oHIo you do.  I'm not sure the sun ever really comes out in the UK....  I suppose I do have a holiday in the homeland to look forward to!

Oh - and the time with Ron was lovely.  Here's a

 bit of a snapshot:

(Yea, we'll always have a mad case of sibling rivalry)

Seven

Seven more weeks of school!

Half term is officially over.  Erin headed back to the states on Saturday morning, and now it's just me.  Very sad.  But on the upside, we had an excellent two weeks.  Everything from messing about at school to messing about in front of Buckingham Palace.  Lizzie....she needs to invest in some bins for her front yard.  

The upcoming week is quite busy.  I feel as though it's going to be a hectic one, but should be excellent.  Play rehearsal Monday and Tuesday, Hair did on Wednesday, Cheerleading on Thursday - and then it's Friday!  There, I just lived the week.  Seven more.  Seven more.

I'm also making an attempt to get my head around the whole Driving test -- Hazard and Perception is getting my attention this week.

Life is Beautiful

Well. When the sun shines, it certainly shines.  This whole optimistic thing is really working out in my favor.  Maybe I'm just fabulous.  Either way, things are working out - and when things work out, I'm happy.

I'm happy to say I will be playing Mavis Jessup in the Kings Lynn Players production of The Witches of Eastwick.  The show kicks off in a few weeks, opening in October.  It's a fabulous production, great group of people - and it's a musical.  Hello!  What's not to love!

First Cambridge, now the show.  What a week.

Ron is here as well.  We are both vegging out (Mondays for me, Jet lag for her).  Hopefully she enjoys her stay in jolly old England.  She is experiencing my week by week.  So that's pretty entertaining.  I never stop. How great is that.   Next week will be FABULOUS in London.  Who knows where else we go.  The sky is the limit.

WAHOO

Guess who was accepted to Cambridge??  

THAT WOULD BE ME.

Hey ho - let's go

Busy busy busy.  Who would want it any other way?

Today was the most exciting day.  I had my interview at Cambridge for the MEd program at the Faculty of Education.  I felt so comfortable in the building and loved the atmosphere.  I have my fingers crossed, and I'm looking forward to the results.  I could be a Cambridge girl!!

Tomorrow is another big day - auditions for the Lynn Players "Witches of Eastwick."  I have the dance and the American accent down.  I only need to work on the LAST LINE of the audition song.  Being a soprano has never been so tough.  

Erin comes in to Gatwick Sunday!  Hendo and I are leaving Lynn at about 4:30 to pick her up.  She'll have a nice snooze - we'll be singing at the top of our lungs in order to stay awake.  With the first half of summer term concluded next week, I'm wrapping up my lesson plans this week, and I'm super enthused about Ronner taking over my classes.  Let's she how she fares with them... 

Looking forward to half term madness -- playing tourist in London!  Watch out - TWO McManus' on the loose!  With a Henson!

Not afraid....anymore

What a past few weeks. My respects go out to those who have directed plays/musicals. Wowsa... "Two" opened up Wednesday and closed on Friday. Although it's one of those minimalistic plays, it was a heck of a lot of work.

The show takes place in a bar and is meant to have two actors play all of the characters that come in and out of the bar during the evening. I had nine actors - sixth form students - only one of which studies drama. They worked hard, learning huge monologues and duologues.

In the end - their performances were great. Excellent talent and excellent runs.

The downside? Very poor support from the students and staff at KES. Parents? Come on, England. You have to have a bit more school spirit than that. We did raise some money for the hospital, but not enough. We can do MUCH better than that for the next show.

The only downside to the wave of relief of "Two"'s conclusion, is my awareness that I have my second play opening up June 25 -- "David Ives, All in the Timing."

I'm ready to crack some skulls. June will approach quickly. Better make the most of my time now.

So we continue

Heather and I have been continuously working on this "new department" buisness. I've learned a few valuable things:

1. To start from scratch means that you can make your own rules. I like this concept...it promotes creativity.

2. Team Teaching makes life easier. I've learned a lot from Heather, and I hope she has picked up some ideas from me as well. It gives the kids something new and improved - but not really.

3. The sky is the limit. Get yourself some enthusiastic students and things start to happen.

Get ready, get set - KES has a new and improved drama department. Things are looking pretty interesting.

First up - "Two" -- April 30, May 2.

Little did I know....

Interesting meeting I had today at school. I learned that my department has only existed since I came to the school in August. Ohhhhh - so that's why my life is so difficult. I see. Right. A pioneer! It would have been nice to know this beforehand, but I suppose you have to roll with the punches sometimes.

So creating a department from scratch. Well, when you get two individuals as go-hung as Heather and Myself, you have to consider that we're out to ruffle some feathers. I see some changes in the future of KES, and I am oh-so-happy that the kids are taking charge and using their intellect to make something of the department. Things like taking our rooms back. Would you believe they take away both drama rooms for a month for exams? We are stuck in classrooms. Not a chance. Other things like altering room space. Making my classroom a DRAMA room....not a trashed music room. I will take care of my space.

A drama committee has been formed and things are starting to happen. Declaring our space, creating show calenders for next year, PICKING shows. How exciting is it that I get to do exactly what I want? I'm directing - something I couldn't do at home because I was a novice! Here -my experience counts for something. Hoopla!

I've been quite frustrated as of late, but now, I feel awesome. I'm busy, and loving my extracurricular work. Directing two plays is tough, but I love it. I feel as though I owe it to these kids to put in a few years of good work. After all, they are putting a ton of work into this drama committee. They need the department (pioneers) to back them up.

AND - how cool is this: We are working with the hospital. I'm the deputy in charge of charity work involving theatre, the hospital and money raised to HELP the hospital. I love it!! Proceeds from "Two" are already heading to the Endoscopy Unit - who knows what else we can do!

Things are looking up. And I am so excited to be submerged into the world of theatre.

She sighs....

Sometimes you have to step back and look at where you stand. I stand for a lot of things these days: life, proper grammar usage, the pursuit of happiness. You know, the usuals. But a new one has entered the mix. I stand for being a star. Someone once said you should be the leading lady in your own life. I don’t feel like a leading lady.

I might have been stuck in the chorus throughout my theatrical life, but you would think I would have the chance to star in my own life.

End of Term, Baby!

We are officially in the midst of our two week holiday.  It was much needed, reflected in my previous posts.  Easter was full of SNOW and I got to frolic through it on my way to church.   It was pretty - and I actually enjoyed it 10 times more than the rain.  

And what adventure am I headed towards?  WELL.  Henson and I are headed off to Dublin again for some fabulousness with some fabulous people.  We are crashing at Brendan's pad, and just hanging out for a week in the good ol' city of Irishness.  It would have been nice to go somewhere sunny, but I think when you are looking for character, Dublin is the only answer.

Looking towards the next holiday (sad, right?) - Ron will be here.  We'll be rocking around the UK - seeing the sights, playing tourist.  And then the next break - summer holiday!  I'll be headed back to the US of A to see the fam!

When you look at your life in terms of days off - wow - it goes by fast!

Loosing sight of the beautiful

Loosing sight of the beautiful.  It's sad, but true.  Watching the news it's one thing after the other - hate, war, evil.  I should really ask my landlords to get a digital ariel so I have channels other than BBC news....

It was one of those struggles today at school.  There were some tears.  Then there was a glass of wine with my department head and Henson.  It was one of those "inadequate" days - I was frustrated and angry.  The kids were NOT on my side today.  As I was telling Heather this some of my year 7s walked by and there was a chorus of "Hi MISS!"  Defeated my point...but those year 7s are lovely.  I've turned miserable.  Miserable and impatient.

I've lost sight of the beautiful.  

Is it the end of term yet??

It's TUESDAY.  That means two more days until Easter Holiday.  CAN'T WAIT.  You get to that point where you are just like "Ok...I'm ready for a holiday" - and I am at that point.

I was eavesdropping on two of our PGC students today - well - they were talking quite loud in the quiet work area and I was busy working, but also listening - and one asked the other if she still wanted to be a teacher after four weeks of student teaching.  The girl replied that she was always tired, her feet constantly hurt, her eyes were being held up with matchsticks....she didn't know if she wanted to be a teacher after all.

Come on.  It's a hard job - does anyone really think it's a walk in the park.  Some days I'm ready to throw the towel in - days like today where one thing went wrong after the other - but I don't.  I go home, do what I need to do, and the next day I am refreshed and ready.  It is hard, but I couldn't give up my job.  I love being a teacher.  

Consider - I've come from a completely different lifestyle.  I wasn't raised with the system of education they were raised with.   Just figuring everything out and trying to establish yourself as a part of the community as a foreigner - it's hard work.  Stressful, emotional and downright annoying.   But I do it.  And I think I do it well.  

BUT - as much as I love my job, I know when I need to recharge my batteries.  I definitely need to recharge as soon as possible.  

TWO days....two days.  Then, it's off to...... who knows.

Clutch Control!

Today I had my first UK driving lesson.  WOW.  I have never been so afraid in my life.  I've been driving for what - 9, 10 years?  Holy crap.  Automatic on the Right was a breeze.... manual on the LEFT .... well.  That was a different story.  

My instructor was lovely.  He taught me the gears and told me when to do life up the clutch, put down the clutch, signal, accelerate, break and check my mirror.  I was terrified the entire time - gripping onto my steering wheel - AND crossing my hands, which you are not allowed to do.  

I picked it up pretty fast, and after four or five times around the estate we were driving in I was ok with the gears. Instructor man decided it would be a good idea for me to drive home.  Now....I live on the busiest road in town and it was 1:00....rush hour.  I panicked.  It's like I had never driven before.  I couldn't remember how to break and I couldn't make the turn.  I get to the main light and I have to turn left - but it was busy, so I had to go into 1st and keep my hand break on.  When it came time to turn left,  I couldn't switch and stalled.  I was terrified because I was in the middle of the road!  There were tons of people and I looked like a fool!

I was shaking when we finally reached my house.  I know it takes awhile to pick up, but it's still terrible!  After ten years, I am relearning how to drive.  Oh boy....

Ooo Heaven is a Place on Earth

Severe weather in the UK!  High winds and rain.  Very amusing....except when you have to walk to and fro in it.  I would really like a downpour with thunder and lightening.... that would be slick.  

We have 8 more days of school before Easter holiday!  Hard to believe how quickly things are flying by.  I feel like pumping the brakes sometimes, but then I realize that I'm not driving.  The kids are getting antsy, but more so - the teachers are getting antsy!  I can't wait for a two week holiday - it doesn't matter what I do (and I will be doing something) it just matters that I'm not constantly raising my voice to be heard and nagging students to complete assignments on time.  It will be lovely!

I did a bit of a read through my past posts - just to give myself a little reminder why I wanted to come here in the first place.  Yes, I am conquering the world.  And it's a constant battle - clearly my wording in "the quest for world domination" was correct.  I still feel as though I've made the right choice, and I know I will end up back in back home one day, but I'm happy now to be experiencing something different.  I've learned so much, and I'm grateful for that.

I need to re-read The Secret, just to remind myself how to get what I want.  It worked once, I'm confident it will work again.   To quote "Into the Woods":  If you know what you want then you go and you find it and you get it.

I have a feeling something new and exciting is brewing.  Can't put my finger on it...

"Could it be?  Yes it could.

Something's coming, something good, if I can wait!

Something's coming, I don't know what it is, but it is gonna be great!"

Maybe it's all of this work on West Side Story with my Year 8s.  Reliving that and watching my tape from high school - wow.  That's an experience and a half.... Hmm, something coming.

 Stay tuned.....

Working for the weekend!

Wednesday is the best day of the week.

 Not only is it the halway point to the weekend, but it’s the day that I have two classes and THREE free periods. YES. I am a lazy cow on Wednesdays. And when I say Lazy, I mean I am not in the classroom, yelling at the top of my lungs. Instead, I am working on my quest for world domination.

Speaking of world domination, the man who put that idea into my head was spotted over the weekend. Amy, Gemma, Chrissy and I headed over to Dublin to celebrate Amy’s birthday – lucky for us, our tour guide was the man himself, Mark Daly. We checked out the Guinness Factory and then did a bit of shopping. When the lights went down on Dublin town we headed out to the posh places – Mark and his friend, Brendan lead the way. All I have to say – those two were the luckiest men in the city that night. HOW fabulous are we?

                                                   (Mark, Me, Chrissy, Amy, and Brendan)

The weekend was a success, but now it’s Wednesday and I’m still recovering from my lack of sleep. During my three fee periods I am working on my research proposal for Cambridge. I am incredibly fired up by the political aspects of education and the fact that some US schools are actually cutting fine arts programs due to money issues. Do they not know that we live in a world where creativity and innovation are key skills for success? Do they not know that through studying anything artistic, students are gaining skills in that area?? It burns me up, it really does. And to read articles that it’s happening in my own area? Check out the article …

There goes the bell and I am teaching after my tea break! Oh my! The life of a teacher!

Ciao, bella~

Last week I headed to Sicily to see where the family lived! Fantastic journey!

Henson and I landed in Palermo Saturday night and made our way to our lovely B & B. We spent two days in the city, then met up with Sal and Mary in Milazzo in Messina, where the family is from. They live on a beach - beautiful ocean view from their front door. Loved it! They took us to Tindari to see the black Madonna.

The next day they took us to Novara - where my grandparents were born. It was amazing to see their houses and the streets where they walked. Novara is high up a curvy road in the mountains. STEEP, but lovely. You can feel the air thinner. In August the Fiesta is the highlight of the town's social scene. I think I might have to plan another trip!


We drove down the mountain, looking at the volcano Etna, and then went to Taormina - tourist capital of Sicily. Saw the train station from the Godfather. We went back to Milazzo, passing through Messina. Staying with Sal and Mary was the highlight of the trip. Those Italian drivers.....OH my.

On our last day in Palermo I purchased a pair of shoes (woop woop Italian leather!) and some cheese. Can't go wrong.

In general, I loved Sicily - Messina is far better than Palermo. I wish I spoke the language better - I knew enough to communicate, but I need to learn more. My family is going to be in Sicily for the Fiesta, so I think I might have to rejoin them. I fell in love with my Grandma's house and really want to fix it up. It could be really gorgeous.

Got my hair did

Got my hair did. Should be interesting when I wash it and the curls are back. Looks quite posh though...I feel like Victoria Beckham.

No One Is Alone - Into the Woods

People make mistakes.
Fathers,
Mothers,
People make mistakes,
Holding their own,
Thinking they're alone.
Honor their mistakes...
Fight for their mistakes-
Everybody makes-
One another's
Terrible mistakes.
Witches can be right,
Giants can be good.
You decide what's right,
You dedide what's good.

Just remember:
Just remember:

Someone is on your side.
Our side.
Someone else is not.
While we're seeing our side-
Maybe we forgot:
They are not alone.
No one is alone.

Hard to see the light now.
Just don't let it go.
Things will come out tight now.
We can make it so.
Someone is on you side,
No one is alone.

Fancy Smancy Sunday Dinner

I've decided to tackle something HUGE - a stew. Doesn't seem huge, as I have a slow cooker, but it's deffo huge to me. I actually chopped veggies....I'm impressed by my bold behaviour.

Last night my glorious slumber was shattered by the sound of the doorbell and someone pounding at the door - at 3:30 in the morning. I had no death wish, so I ignored it. But it didn't stop for an hour and a half. At 5:00 I threw my duvet aside and went to the door. One of the new guys that moved in was having a friend stay the night and left him in town. The friend was stuck with no where to go - and the new guy wasn't in his room. I, however, didn't know him. He asked to stay on the couch and I said No. I don't think I was out of line - I had no clue who this guy was. I don't even know the new guy who moved in. Not interested in letting a stranger in my home.

So at 5:30 I was able to get back to sleep. Quite irritated. I've decided the whole "Shared House" thing is a royal pain in the bum. I'm not really interested in it. SO - I've upped my "Active" looking.

I'm looking forward to this stew and dumplings tonight. Hopefully it's idiot proof....

And then....

For every terrible time, there has to be something good.

I was in a right mood today. I was very lucky I had two classes and one was assessment of monologues, the other was doing written work for poor behaviour. I was just cranky. Upset over the housing issues.

So Period 5, I'm overseeing my kids doing their writing, looking right cruel, and one of the deputy heads comes in and says "Is today your birthday?" I told her it wasn't. She told me to go to the office - immediately. She watched the class as I headed down - there was a pot of gerber daisy's. The card said "Ger-Ber-Daisies! What a good way to keep smiling!" That was it. I knew it was from Robin, and I couldn't help but smile. I'd say that was the sweetest thing ever.



Amy and I went into town after school - over dinner she seemed sad - so I put on my "I'm psycho" hat. Proceeded to dance around Tesco carpark - almost get hit by a car - dance around the CDs - purchase "The Notebook" and a "Quote Book." So that put me in a pretty good mood.

Upon getting home, I checked my email and had a message from Dean Andrews. I'm working on applying to Cambridge for my masters....don't know if they will accept me, but I'm going to try! His letter was brilliant. He wrote it about ME. I've never seen a letter so personal, discussing things I've said or accomplished that most people don't know about. Things I forgot about. He mentions it all - 2 pages. It was an excellent letter - Cambridge or not, that man is proud of what I've accomplished and thinks highly of me: "It should be clear by now that Jennifer stands out even among our Honors College graduates. She is highly disciplined, academically accomplished, eager for new challenges, in fact a whole person who will bring ambition, stamina, maturity, and the proper values to her graduate work as well as to her continued teaching." I love you, Dean Andrews!

It's true - every cloud has a silver lining. You're going to have shit days. But the good days will make up for it if you believe. And it helps to have a handful of good friends to help you get by.

Hit a Low

I've hit an all time low here in the UK. I just cried my eyes out - and I don't really know why. I'm upset about my current living situation -something really small that blew up into a huge ordeal. It wound me up so much that I couldn't function. All I could do was cry. And the fact that "Fields of Gold" just came on the radio didn't help at all.

It really sucks to be a foreigner. You know it's going to be difficult. But you have no idea just how difficult it is. My grandpa came to America with nothing. That's how I feel. I came with nothing. It wasn't easy for him, and it sure as hell isn't easy for me. At least I speak the language.

When things go wrong, I just want a hug from my brother. Or to sit on the couch with my mom and watch a film to unwind from the day. I can't do that. I have my friends, but I don't have them with me right now. Text messages and phone calls are only good for so much. But when you CAN'T HAVE THEM WITH YOU IN PERSON BECAUSE YOU CAN'T HAVE GUESTS - it's another story.

Something so minute started the ball rolling on a rollercoaster of emotions. Everything going wrong flooded back. Everything working against me came out. Yes - it would be so much easier to be back in the states. Things are easy there. Sometimes, I miss easy. I'm weak tonight. I can't fight it.

WEEKENDS

I love weekends. It's a chance to sleep in. Lounge. Be lazy. I might not have done anything of importance, but it has been worth every minute. Sometimes your mind just needs a few days to chill.

I am working on a powerpoint for my lessons for the next three days. STILL kicked out of my room for exams....and still not happy about it. But I figure it's only going to get worse in the spring when the other exams are on. So dealing with it seems to be the only way to go. I think the powerpoint is a combination between Family Feud, Cranium and Jeopardy. Lovely. And it all pertains to drama. You can't go wrong with that.

I went out to Tesco and spend a ton of money on groceries. Things like flour, sugar, brown sugar....muffin tins.....My theory - at what point to you accept the fact that you are living - and actually do it? True, I'm not going to be here forever - but are we going to be anywhere forever?? I can easily ship things to the next place - it's just a matter of putting it in a box. Quite simple, really. WHY not live? If I want to bake muffins, I'm going to bake muffins.

I have my sights set on a grand prize, as well. Provided my QTS works out as it should. I'm looking at a fantastic masters program, and I have finally started to see some shape to this insane quest I've initiated months and months ago. Only time will tell....

I think the time has come to heat up some soup, pop on a disney film and finish up this ingenious powerpoint. Here's to weekends.

TGIF

It's Friday! AND surprisingly....I am running about 25 minutes ahead of schedule. That never happens in the morning. It's been a week of highs and lows - and I've waiting until I've really calmed down to write about them.

Tuesday I had my first breakdown in the UK. It's not all wellies and double decker buses. As a foreigner, you really have to work for what you want. You must go through ten more steps than everyone else - even though you are working and paying taxes. I know citizens of this country who contribute nothing, yet they have the privileges I cannot obtain without jumping through hoops.

Everything from Driving privileges and licenses, to debit cards to qualifications - more restrictions and more paperwork. Yea - it got to me. Everything all at once just frustrates you. So what do you do ?

You go to bed. You wake up the next day. You give it your all - as you always do. And then you change your perspective. After my PDP meeting on Wednesday I managed to turn my frustration and anger into fuel to accomplish my tasks. Sometimes all you need to do is make a list and tick things off as you go.

So yes - I did get upset and say "That's it. I'm going back home." But after my meeting and after being around my friends and having one of those really good teaching days - I was able to say "Yes, I can do this."

And after 160 some days - if that was the first breakdown - that's pretty impressive.

Today, it's all about the wellies.

Progression

And I don't me "Progressive" the horrid name of the ballpark in Cleveland. Always going to be The Jake to me.

No no -- Progression. I've accepted the fact that life is not easy. Nor will it ever be. I am going to post a story someone very wise once sent to me.

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl.

Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?" Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff?

Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.

Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

May we all be COFFEE.

NOT always a walk in the park...

I feel compelled to write even when I am stressed and irritated. Work is definitely stressing me out at this point, but it's all caused by unnatural things that occur in the teaching world. Sure, the kids are stresssful at times....but piecing a department back together is a nightmare.

My department head was a great guy, but left us in a state. I didn't even know what course of GCSE we were on. Luckily I found a book and used that scheme to base my lessons. The room was a disaster which was cleaned yesterday by two deputy heads - so that's one aspect corrected. The replacement teacher arrived today - which is a whole matter in itself which I will not comment on here. I want us to get organized - so that's something I'm working on pushing.

Oddly enough, every time I had a problem today, the deputy head was the one who happened to be sauntering by - I must look like I have no idea what I'm doing. She happened to be on call when I had an outrageous class which racked up a 55 minute detention through awful behaviour (each tick mark equals five minutes - good behaviour erases a tick mark - they obviously cared....).

Then there's the potential head job -- I look like a crap candidate. And it does slightly upset me that I've done so much without any help and I don't really stand a chance. Running the head's two after school clubs along with my own warrants something, or so I believe.

There's a lot of pressure from tons of different sides. I don't like change. I don't like being pushed to do something. I haven't started the term in the best mood due to this pressure. I might be giving off a negative vibe, but that's because I didn't like the changes being made around school. Some are great - like my new form - I love them as they are sixth form and a great laugh twice a day. But others - I'd rather not be a factor in.

Stress is rising. I need to start going to the gym to calm myself. And to make matters better - two rooms are going to be open at my house. What kind of looney is going to wind up living with me? Can I pray for a McFitty? Please?

A Year in Review (As completed by myself last year)

January
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?: To say something nice about someone every day.
2. Who kissed you at midnight?: My family
3. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop?: No - London was way better.

February
1. Who was your valentine in 2007?: My Grandpa -we watched Everybody Loves Raymond and I stayed over because Grandma was in the hospital
2. What did your valentine get you?: Haha. Ice Cream
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class?: Oh yes. I still give them out!

March
1. Are you Irish?: Oh yea 50%
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?: Yes. But I was running errands for the family - no celebration.
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2007: Ran some errands and felt sorry for myself.

April
1. Do you like the rain?: Not at all.
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? My students. I told them that I was leaving them that day.
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter?: A chocolate bunny at our place in Florida. Mine was in the dryer...as usual!

May
1. What's your favorite kind of flower?: I'm still working on that.
2. Do you like the spring?: Yes. Skirts and NO PANTY HOES
3. 3. What would you think of as a spring color?: Yellow!

June
1. What year did you graduate from school?: 2002 and 2006
2. Did you go on any vacations last June?: I was preparing for a great vacation....

July
1. What did you do on the 4th of July?: Went to the family picnic at Aunt Debbies and then missed fireworks.
2. Went on any vacations during this month?: Nope. Preparing...

August
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer?: YES - A leaving party. Peace out oHIo - hello UK!
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '07?: Hanging out with the Fire Dept in Orwell.
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer?: I still wouldn't go in that pool.
4. Do you go to the beach a lot?: Yes - I went in the water this year. Impressive. And no extra toes....

September
1. Who is your favorite teacher?: Bezzeg
2. Do you like fall better than summer?: I do - I have a job!

October
1. What was your favorite halloween costume? All the way MAY! from a League of their Own
2. What's your favorite candy?: Haribo sweets mmmmm
3. What did you dress up like this year?: Haha - I was Where's Wally

November
1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving?: Mine.....we had a British Thanksgiving this year at Teanby, Gemma's and Gary's house
2. Do you like stuffing?: Yes.
3. What are you thankful for?: My UK family.

December
1. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?: Still a no.
2. What do you want this year for christmas?: Fuzzy bathrobe
3. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas?: I don't know....I love everything I've gotten. Most thoughtful was a jewelry box from Pat - still use it at home
4. Do you like cold weather?: Not a chance....

1) How would you rate your 07(1-10)?: I'd say a 6 - beginning was rubbish, the end - amazing.

2) Where were you when 2007 began? Painesville

3) Who were you with? Mom, Dad, Brian and Ron

4) Where will you be when 2007 ends? In West Lynn - rocking out .

5) Who will you be with when 2007 ends? Henson, Gemma, Teanby, Jane and their families

6) Do you have a new years resolution for 2008? Speak softly.

7) Did you fall in love in 2007? No. I didn't.

8) You regret it? No regrets. You learn something from everything.

9) Did you breakup with anyone in 2007? No.

10) Did you make any new friends in 2007? Yes I did - even met some old ones and had a great friendship with them!

11) Who is your favorite new friend? Nick Srnick!

12) What was your favorite month of 2007? September - I met the UK family and became one of them.

13) How many different places did you travel to in 2007?: Not many. Florida - the UK. Layover in New York

14) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2007? Burgan.

15) Did you miss anyone in the past year? Yes.

16) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2007? HAHA! Run Fatboy Run!

17) Do you enjoy where you are now? I am so happy right now.

18) What was your proudest moment of 2007? "McNugget - you're one of us now."

19) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2007? I'm always doing stupid things in the UK.....

20) What are your plans for 2008? I'm going to be the best teacher this school has ever seen. I'm going to find the man of my dreams. And I'm going to hold onto him. I'm ready to be a grownup now.

Quiet Ideas

I had a thought during one of my lessons today. One student was being just plain LOUD.

I said, very calmly, "Jack - hushed tones please. You're at a 10, take it to a 5."

"Sorry, miss," he whispered. And then remained somewhat quiet for the rest of class.

Brilliant!

Speak Softly and Carry a Big Stick. I think I will. Although I will replace a stick with a board marker. I usually have to raise my voice to be heard above the din of my classroom...considering chaos is common. Today I told the kids that it was my new years resolution to speak softly. And it's WORKING. They listen more because they can barely hear me - and of course me lessons rule....so they want to do the activities.

YES. Way to be FDR.

New Year, New Perspective

2007 has come to a close and 2008 is here with endless possibilities and plenty of new opportunities on the horizon. I celebrated the chiming of Big Ben in West Lynn with Amy, Gemma and Chris - not to mention Amy and Jane's families. Brilliant. The interesting thing about this year is that I will be spending the whole of 2008 based in the UK. I should be going back to oHIo for a week or so in the summer for holiday, but 2008 is really all about living it up in jolly ol' England.

So what are my plans, you ask? I've never been one for New Years Resolutions - I prefer goals. Goals are solid. You write them down and it becomes something you expect to accomplish. So here is what I expect to accomplish in the year 2008.

1. Learn how to drive....manual....and on the left side of the road.
2. Obtain a UK drivers license. It might mean forfeiting my oHIo license, but I think that's a sacrifice I'm willing to make.
3. Optimism. Being a teacher is stressful work. I think I rock at it. Now I'd like to rock at it and maintain my sanity at the same time.
4. Operation M&M. Enough Said.
5. World Domination. My ultimate goal in life. And no, the Beckhams are NOT beating me - I am far more favorable.

I will update you on the status of these and more goals.

Bring it on, 2008!